Hello Everybody!!

Well, I'm entering a new place in my life.  Not oneof drastic change, just one of self-realization, one where I allow myself, once again, to play as efficiently as I work.  The past couple of years have been, let's just say, the best of times (the arrival of my Cheyenne), and the most difficult of times (the loss of my dad).  All in all, I finding that while I cannot turn back the hands of time, I can and will begin to become enlightened and to enjoy myself, going forward.  Stress can age a person beyond their years, and as I look at myself now compared to just two years ago, I've let myself down, and let my spirit and looks go. 

NOT ANYMORE!!  I'm now embarking on a journey of self-preservation, and spiritual uplift.  Incorporating more physical activity, and getting back to mingling with new people, and allowing positive one's to take a place in my life.  All of these things will not only allow me to become a better person, but enable me to become a better mom.  I want her to see a more positive woman; the strong woman that I have always been, but lost site of.  Not necessarily my 'old' self, but my 'evolved' self.  To accept that I am only 34 (until December), that I am still young and beautiful: That I am worthy of the good life; after all, I've worked diligently enough to deserve it!!